The Way I Loved You

I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND

But I couldn't reach for your hands anymore

I WANNA HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS

But you're so distant from me now

Letting you go is

Making me feel so cold

And I’ve been trying 

To make believe it doesn’t hurt

But that makes it worse

See, I’m a wreck inside

My tongue is tied 

And my whole body feels so weak

The future may be all I really need

Even if I fall in love again

With someone new

It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love

The one and only true love

Wasn’t it written all over my face?

I loved you like you loved me

Like something pure and holy

Like something that can never be replaced

And it was wonderful

It was magical

It was everything I’ve waited for

A miracle

And if I should ever fall in love again

with someone new

It will never be the way

I loved you

Yes, I don't wanna lose you

I still want you

I made a promise to myself

Saying I don't wanna be in a relationship

But I didn't make the promise to God

I say so just so that

I wouldn't hurt you

I'm sorry for lying to you

I hope you see this 

Because this is what i wanna tell you for a really long time

But I kept it in my heart

And I felt that this is the time 

To tell you how I feel about you