The other photos of "True Worship"...

I couldn't upload the photos here due to an error... If you guys wanna see the photos, go to this site: http://loves2us-events.blogspot.com/


God Bless!!! =)

Prayer Meeting @ School

Today, I went to school as always... I woke up at the same time as always, took a bath as always, brushed my teeth as always and ate breakfast as always... Exactly like a robot cause I'm doing these things automatically without thinking, as it has become my habit on a regular school day... Later, dad fetched me to school...

I reached school 10 minutes later... I was walking at the corridor towards my class when suddenly Jeremy came and talked to me... He asked me if I wanna go to the prayer meeting... I've heard about the prayer meetings for the morning class last year... So I thought of attending this year, but I've never had a chance because of my tight schedules... So I agreed with Jeremy and went to class to leave my bag there... A while later, I went to the judo room where the prayer meetings are held... As I sat down, I heard that they are talking about the unity between Christians... After we finished talking about it, we started praying... We took turns to pray... As we were praying, I could strongly sense that the Holy Spirit is with us... When it is my turn to pray, I was so touched by the Holy Spirit that my eyes started tearing up... As I ended my prayer, Jeremy ended the prayers with a closing prayer... After that, I felt that my eyes stopped tearing up and I wiped my tears away... Then, I went back to class... The teacher is already in class and I was afraid that he would scold me... I was surprised and relieved at the same time that he just smiled at me when I said good morning to him...

Nothing much happened today other than the prayer meeting.... I've told myself that I will attend the prayer meetings as often as I can and I hope that my schedule would leave me some free time to attend the prayer meetings....

Well, that's it for now... Peace! =)

These are some of the photos I got from Abigail's facebook... Gonna upload more soon...=)

This is the game we played... The objective is to lift the bucket of water with our legs without spilling it...


Another game that we played... The objective is to spin for 10 rounds, take a ping-pong ball with a spoon, and then come back...


Me...


Euson...


Wei Yang...


Cornelius...


Xue Ting...


The props for the games...



Me and Peter...


Our straw structure in the making...


Our finished straw structure...


Our team sharing our opinions... After the straw structure...


Our team... ESTHER!!!



All credits goes to Abigail for the photos... =)

"True Worship" Camp

Three letters... W.O.W!! The camp is awesome! I've made a lot of friends there, re-made a lot of friends there cause last time when we met we seldom talked, had a lot of fun, and of course, I've learned so much!

The people from our church that went there are Me, Andrew, Peter, Adam, Cheah Ping and Eunice...

On the 1st day, we played games such as water games... Our team got 1st place in the games...Our team is team Esther... And the funny thing is our team cheer: We got...nobody nobody but you... Esther!! haha... And believe it or not... Xue Ting splashed water at me and covered my face with flour! ==
That night, we listened to a talk by one of the teachers there, and the talk is about true worship... I've learned quite a lot there... =)

Okay, now the second day... I woke up earlier than the others because I didn't sleep well that night.. I woke up at I think around 5:30AM... So after I woke up, I went for a bath and then went to the hall... There is no one there at that time... I went to the stage and took the acoustic guitar and started playing it... Not long after, Leon and Yew Xian came and I taught Leon some of the skills I know on the guitar...
So after breakfast and P&W, we started learning a warm-up dance... And after that, we went for the courses... There are two courses that we can choose to participate in... Me, Andrew, Peter and Adam chose the drama course while Cheah Ping and Eunice chose dance...

The drama course is remarkably AWESOME!!! We learned how to express our feelings... After the course... we had two scenes that the teacher wanted us to act... He chose me Peter and Adam and two other teachers... He let us lie down and let our emotions flow... The scene is about 5 wild creatures fighting for the place to be the King of the Kingdom of Creatures... So what happened next surprised me... I was the 1st one to get up and get into the scene... The emotions flowed in me like crazy! Anger, Hatred, Determination, Anticipation to be the king circled me... I've forgotten that that are more than 20 people in the room... We fought like we are real enemies... I think myself as a wolf... So what happened next is on my account: In just a few seconds, Peter was pushed to the ground, bitten and killed by one of the teachers, the first one I fought is on of the teachers, we went head on... We were pressing our heads against each other... After a while I retreated because she is a strong opponent, she retreated as well... The next one I fought is the other teacher, and at that time, two of the teachers are attacking me, but I fought like crazy! Adam later attracted the first teacher I fought and they fought as well... So I fought with another teacher, and she is as strong as the other teacher... I successfully killed her but I got a scratch on my arm... Later, I just looked at Adam fighting with another teacher, he killed the teacher as well... And then Adam saw me waiting... We all waited for each other to make a move... Adam took it first... He sprinted at me and jumped at me... I pushed him aside and I pounced on him... Later, I broke his neck by biting on it... And before I know it, it's all over... I'm the King!

The director a.k.a another one of the teachers called us to calm down... So after 30 seconds or so, we are back to ourself again... Later, I found out that Peter think himself as a mountain lion while Adam thought himself as one of the Avatar natives...
(All the killing is just acting)

So after that, the other scene is about a scene after a war... Where everyone is grieving on the lost of their love ones... After that, we had lunch, then after that, we are separated into three teams and was given the chance to think of our own drama... Our drama is about a professional pianist who got a broken finger after one of the stage workers pushed him down the stage on purpose... So after that, he was in the hospital and the doctor went to tell the pianist his medical report... She says that he might not be able to continue his career as a pianist anymore...The pianist went crazy after that... He scolded the doctor to get out of the room... And then he sweeps the things on the table to the ground and cries... Later, the worker who pushed the pianist comes in and teases the pianist, causing him to grief even more...So two months later, a girl comes in and advises the pianist... And of course, the pianist couldn't accept it and says that he's a waste in this world... But soon after, he thinks about it over again and finds hope... He started practicing his piano but failed a few times... Two years later, he is on stage performing to the audience that is a lot more than when he has no broken finger and touched the audience's heart... And that's the end of the drama... Alright, the cast: Me as the pianist, Leon as the worker who hurt the pianist, Xie Yen as the girl and of course the doctor...

Later that night, we had an activity like team-building... We had to build the highest tower out of straws... And that time, Abigail asked me if I have scissors or something... And I said I have... And then Xue Ting called me Doraemon... == She said it's because I have everything they need in my backpack... And of course, I gave her a nickname too, that is Mashimaru because of the water bottle she have...

And after the team-building activity, we had a revival meeting or something like that...

The third day is a preparation for our concert that night... We are gonna act a 40 minute long drama... It's one drama act by two teams... One team, one part... I'm the director and "part-actor,part-sound-engineer" in my team... I don't I'll be able to explain the drama to you guys here.... But I'll post the video here is there is a chance... Then goes the preparation and comes the rehearsal... We practiced in a very tight schedule... Out P&W team have no chance to practice our songs at all... I barely finished my dinner before the concert starts...

The concert started at around 8:15PM... The P&W goes first and then it's the first dance, that is a broadway dance... Then comes the drama... The drama is PERFECT, plus the magnificent lightings and sound effects... The drama made quite a few people cry... The last program is the second dance, which is a sign dance I think...

And after the concert ended... We took a lot of photos.... I'll also upload the pics here after I gathered them...

And before we know it, we have to go home... we had to say good-bye to each other... We went home with different emotions... Happy because of the experience and sad because we had to leave each other...

To all my best friends at the camp, I really hope we meet again soon, I will cherish the moments I've had with you guys and lock it in a safe place inside my heart... There are moments that we captured in camera and there are moments that we didn't... I really regretted not taking more photos with you all... Eventhough it's only been a day, I really really really really miss you all... LOVE YOU ALL!!!!=)

Sayunara...

2 more hours...2 more hours.... 2 more hours.....
Haha... Camp is gonna start in 2 hours... Andrew will come and fetch me to Christ Church later...
I won't be able to blog these few days.... But I promise that I'll update you all when I come back from camp, especially pictures...

Well, annyeong guys!!! Loves~~

My second poem I wrote last year.. "The Power Of Love"

THE POWER OF LOVE


Love is Ever-lasting,
Even when we go back to be with God,
Love shall forever last in our Hearts.

Love is Ever-growing,
Even when we Age,
Love will never stop Growing within us.

Love is Ever-powerful,
Even when all else Fails,
Love will back us up.

Love is Ever-merciful,
Even when we Sin,
The love of the Lord shall forgive us.

Love is Ever-kindhearted,
Whenever we Struggle,
Love shall Help and Console us.

But Above All Else,
Love shall forever be within You and Me.

My very first poem that I wrote last year.... "Past Love"

PAST LOVE

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
How I Loved And Cherished The Past.
The Time When Love Blossoms,
In The Beautiful Colourful Spring.

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
How I Treasured The Precious Past.
The Time When There Was Only Me and You,
Talking and Laughing Like Two Playful Birds.

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
How I Am Cheered By The Beautiful Past.
Even In My Darkest Moments,
Your Smile Cheers Me And Stirs A Warm & Fuzzy Feeling Inside My Heart.

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
Why Do You Have To Leave In This Wonderful Past?
Now, My Heart Is Pierced and Shattered,
By A Thousand Ice-Cold Knives.

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
Where The Past Is No More Than History.
Why Should I Be Sitting Here Sobbing and Thinking Of The Past,
When I Can Do Something About It Right Now?

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
Where Present Takes Its Place Rather Than The Past.
I Shall Win Your Heart Back,
So That You Will Always Have A Place,
Deep Inside My Heart.

O Wonderful Wonderful Past,
Finally, Autumn and Winter Is Over.
It Is When Hope and Love Will Soon Blossom,
In The Beautiful Colourful Spring.

BZ BZ!! =)

This two days have been really busy for me... Okay, let me start at last night's singing practice... Remember that I said that I'm starting to doubt that I can't sing? GOD HAS ANSWERED MY PRAYERS! I just don't know how I find out that God has answered my prayers.. It seems like through the teachers and the other singers there, I somehow "see" what God is trying to "tell" me... He's telling me to not give up and keep it up... My mind is finally cleared now.... =D

And on today's events... Our SPC youths went to St. Nicholas' Homes to do some community service... And later we went on a mini-tour around SHM...

Then, in the evening, our youths went to floorball practice... My thumb is injured when we're during a drill... I was the defender at that time, and when Timothy is trying to shoot the ball, the blade of the stick hit my thumb... My thumb is THROBBING right now!
Oh yeah, our team, White Lightning, lost to the other team, that is Black Thunder for the first few matches... So we started discussing our weaknesses and all that... Later, me, Marcus and Timothy started discussing a new strategy... And my oh my! It WORKED! We improved drastically! We actually won the following matches until the end! I couldn't remember how many goals three of us have scored, but the strategy and teamwork that we applied to the matches not only made us scored a lot of goals, but also I think the other team didn't score at all.... The three of us are happy like crazy! The best goal that we scored today is from Marcus... he dragged the ball 180 degrees and then shoot it... it went straight into the goal! And I also scored, for me, an awesome goal that I've shot from the corner of the field...

So yeah, that's it for today... I've learned a few important things today, that is
strategy and teamwork is important in not just a sport, but in our everyday lives... I've also learned that community service is fun! And of course, I've learned that God will answer your prayers when the time is right... We just have to have faith in Him!=D

Can't write anymore cause I'm really tired...Nites everyone! =)

Start of another holiday....

Ah~~ The first school term holiday has started... Feet so happy! =) But the following week is gonna be really busy... Tomorrow I'll be going to St. Nicholas' Home with the other SPC youths to do some community service and then go to floorball practice at night... Monday, there is a leadership training course at school... Wednesday, gonna go to Gurney Plaza with some friends... Thursday-Saturday, music camp at Christ Church... Then Sunday, floorball practice again in the evening... And there are also some practices for the coming singing competition...

It's gonna be really fun! But a problem kept bugging me... Actually, this problem is already there for a long time... It's just that I don't go and bother it... But right now, it bothers me... Curious?? Haha... Well, it's about my voice... First of all, I LOVE SINGING! I've entered singing competitions and the results are not bad... But recently, I kept thinking... Can I sing? Do I have a good voice? For the first question, I CAN sing... I have quite some knowledge about singing like how to sing "a-third-aparts", echoes and so on... But for the second question, I'm not sure... For some time, I actually thought that I have a good voice... But I'm starting to doubt it... Last time when I'm singing to myself, people stared at me in disgust... And just 2 days ago... Marcus told me that my voice is terrible... I'm just really blur about this right now... Whether to believe him, or lie to myself... I'm really struggling now... I've been praying to God to give me a beautiful voice because I love to sing... But I don't know how long I can maintain it... I might just give up... I really hope God will answer my prayers... =(

Well, hope all of you will have fun in your holidays and do something meaningful during this one week long holiday... Peace! =)

C.L.E.A.R.E.D!!!

Since examination is over, I have more time to think... I've thought through the moments I've had in life... The pros and cons, the happiness and the sorrows, the interesting and the dull... My life is full of happiness, fun, excitement, but among the things that has happened in my life, there are pain, sadness, hurtful events... I've thought of what the word "L.O.V.E" has caused me... All the painful memories will never be erased, and I do not want them to be erased... Through the hurt and sorrow, I've gained knowledge and experience... Which is why I do not want the pain to be washed away... I don't want to redo my wrongs and mistakes... And most of all, I don't want the sad endings to re-occur again!

I've thought through it... Now is NOT the time... I know that falling in love with that special someone is really normal... I don't know about the others... But for me, I won't let relationships get in the way of me enjoying teenage life! I've seen people broken-hearted over and over and over again... And I don't think I could ever bear the pain of being broken-hearted ever again... But there is one thing I'm quite curious about... Sometimes, when a couple break up, they lived as if nothing has happened, and they became more happier... And then, weeks later, both of them found another girl or guy and repeat the process again... Don't you think that this is wrong? That is also one of the reason why I do not want to get into a relationship so early, because I'm afraid that I would forget about the meaning and definitions of love and make a mistake...

Well, love is now a no no for me... I'm gonna live my life to the fullest and praise God in every way I can!!! Anybody with me?? =P

Exam is OVER!!! =D

Woohoo!! The first-term exam is finally over!! But this time, the exam is ultra-hard... Don't believe me? Go ask the other Form 3 CLHS students! =P This time I'm kinda confident that my English and Science is gonna get full marks... So happy!! Living Skills is not that hard, but chinese, maths and history is like HELL ON EARTH!! I didn't have time to finish maths and I believe the majority of Form 3 CLHS students are the same as me... The questions are like 10 times harder than our Singapore Enrichment questions... T^T But overall, I think I did quite good in this exam... Well, gotta go enjoy my sweet free time... Chow! =D

~Steven~

Exam!!!!

Alright, I could finally spare some time to write on my blog.... First of all, as the title says it, EXAM IS STARTING TOMORROW!!!! The studies I've had this few days are making me CRAZY!!! Still, I have no confidence in my examinations except for my English, Bahasa Malaysia, Science and Mathematics.... History and Geography are DEFINITELY killing me... But I really hope that I could at least get all my subjects pass the 60% mark....

Alright, getting to the end of my blog post... In conclusion, I wish everyone that is taking their examinations tomorrow (and of course, me myself) all the best!

God Bless You All!!!! =)

<3s

~Steven~

I'm happy for ya! ; )

After listening to what you've said and seeing your blog post.... I felt happy for you! You seem to have cleared the fog in your mind and have railed in to the right railway.... Which made me really glad....I hope you will still be strong as always and have faith in Him for as long as time could tell... Sometimes, we might lose things, but through the sadness and misery, we may gain something that we might not have gained without the pain... Hope that you could see a clearer picture of your life and that God may help you solve the things that seems impossible for you to solve, and that God will assist you in accomplishing your goals in life... We might not know each other for long, but from my point of view, you have grown and become more mature in not just life, but also in making decisions...

Live in God's ways and keep holding on to the things that you cherish most in life! =)

-To my sis, Kairi.....

~Steven~

Very sorry....

Very sorry for not updating you about the music camp.... I was trying to ask Christ Church and see if you can pass up the form and the money on the first day of camp for the pass week.... I only got the form last Sunday so I'm very sorry... Hope you're not mad at me.... =(

Well, I saw your blog.... I really hope you'll go.... And you just started learning guitar by the way, so this camp will help quite a lot... Well, if you have any doubts, just tell me. You can trust me, right? =)

Okay..... about today's events.... Nothing special happened today... Just a normal school day.... But there is an assembly to day, and I was REALLY sleepy.... I almost slept in the assembly and almost got caught by the prefects.... =P

So yeah, this is my blog post.... =)

My feelings...

I just read your blog... so many feelings that I didn't know is flowing through me at that time... If I've hurt you or anything... I'm really sorry... I've given you advices, telling you to cherish life and everything... But I've been and still are struggling to put the advices I've given you into my own life too... So many things have happened to me these two years... Friends betrayed me... Backstabbing me in the internet... Church pals hurt my feelings... But there are also a few great things that happened in my life that I will treasure forever... One of it, is meeting you... We may not have talked to each other before in real life... You may not see it, but you have given me encouragements that no one could ever give... You're the only person that I've ever talked to so freely... I just want you to know, that you have become a part of my life, and I don't want it to be ripped off... I don't want anything to happen to you... I just want you to be happy... I... I'm still really confused right now... Whether if I'm doing the right thing... Whether if I'm walking on the right path...

I don't know how to end this post... I just hope you would understand my feelings... And I wanted to say I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings... Please forgive me...