My feelings...

I just read your blog... so many feelings that I didn't know is flowing through me at that time... If I've hurt you or anything... I'm really sorry... I've given you advices, telling you to cherish life and everything... But I've been and still are struggling to put the advices I've given you into my own life too... So many things have happened to me these two years... Friends betrayed me... Backstabbing me in the internet... Church pals hurt my feelings... But there are also a few great things that happened in my life that I will treasure forever... One of it, is meeting you... We may not have talked to each other before in real life... You may not see it, but you have given me encouragements that no one could ever give... You're the only person that I've ever talked to so freely... I just want you to know, that you have become a part of my life, and I don't want it to be ripped off... I don't want anything to happen to you... I just want you to be happy... I... I'm still really confused right now... Whether if I'm doing the right thing... Whether if I'm walking on the right path...

I don't know how to end this post... I just hope you would understand my feelings... And I wanted to say I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings... Please forgive me...