C.L.E.A.R.E.D!!!

Since examination is over, I have more time to think... I've thought through the moments I've had in life... The pros and cons, the happiness and the sorrows, the interesting and the dull... My life is full of happiness, fun, excitement, but among the things that has happened in my life, there are pain, sadness, hurtful events... I've thought of what the word "L.O.V.E" has caused me... All the painful memories will never be erased, and I do not want them to be erased... Through the hurt and sorrow, I've gained knowledge and experience... Which is why I do not want the pain to be washed away... I don't want to redo my wrongs and mistakes... And most of all, I don't want the sad endings to re-occur again!

I've thought through it... Now is NOT the time... I know that falling in love with that special someone is really normal... I don't know about the others... But for me, I won't let relationships get in the way of me enjoying teenage life! I've seen people broken-hearted over and over and over again... And I don't think I could ever bear the pain of being broken-hearted ever again... But there is one thing I'm quite curious about... Sometimes, when a couple break up, they lived as if nothing has happened, and they became more happier... And then, weeks later, both of them found another girl or guy and repeat the process again... Don't you think that this is wrong? That is also one of the reason why I do not want to get into a relationship so early, because I'm afraid that I would forget about the meaning and definitions of love and make a mistake...

Well, love is now a no no for me... I'm gonna live my life to the fullest and praise God in every way I can!!! Anybody with me?? =P