Start of another holiday....

Ah~~ The first school term holiday has started... Feet so happy! =) But the following week is gonna be really busy... Tomorrow I'll be going to St. Nicholas' Home with the other SPC youths to do some community service and then go to floorball practice at night... Monday, there is a leadership training course at school... Wednesday, gonna go to Gurney Plaza with some friends... Thursday-Saturday, music camp at Christ Church... Then Sunday, floorball practice again in the evening... And there are also some practices for the coming singing competition...

It's gonna be really fun! But a problem kept bugging me... Actually, this problem is already there for a long time... It's just that I don't go and bother it... But right now, it bothers me... Curious?? Haha... Well, it's about my voice... First of all, I LOVE SINGING! I've entered singing competitions and the results are not bad... But recently, I kept thinking... Can I sing? Do I have a good voice? For the first question, I CAN sing... I have quite some knowledge about singing like how to sing "a-third-aparts", echoes and so on... But for the second question, I'm not sure... For some time, I actually thought that I have a good voice... But I'm starting to doubt it... Last time when I'm singing to myself, people stared at me in disgust... And just 2 days ago... Marcus told me that my voice is terrible... I'm just really blur about this right now... Whether to believe him, or lie to myself... I'm really struggling now... I've been praying to God to give me a beautiful voice because I love to sing... But I don't know how long I can maintain it... I might just give up... I really hope God will answer my prayers... =(

Well, hope all of you will have fun in your holidays and do something meaningful during this one week long holiday... Peace! =)