That "Someone"

What I'm feeling right now?

Left out

Rejected

Why can't I find that someone?

The "someone" that I can lean on to?

I'm fragile

I'm weak

But my appearance makes you think I'm not

People think that I'm strong

That I can deal with my problems alone

And still deal with other people's problems at the same time

The truth is

I CAN'T

Most of the time

I actually wanted to cry

But I always compose myself

Not letting myself break down

But its tearing me apart

From the inside out

Every single time

The situation never allow me to cry

The presence of my friends never allow me to cry

So...

EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

I cried alone

Locking myself in my room

Hitting my fist on something

Until the pain takes over my heartache

I've always wanted someone

Someone that understands me

Someone that could tell what is going on with me

Just by looking into my eyes

Someone that would just hug me 

Without saying a word

Someone that would just let me cry my heart out

But no

Non of this is ever gonna happen

I will always be alone

No one by my side

Walking a long and lonely journey

I'm ALONE

Crying myself to sleep

Letting the loneliness

Engulf me

Swallowing me into its abyss

I'm....

ALONE