Thank you daddy....

I wanna thank both my earthly father and Heavenly Father
For showing the right way
The One Way
That is
"CHANGE"
Towards what
"CHRIST"
Wants me to be

I wanna thank God

For talking to me through my Dad

I have awoken

My long-time slumber

Has finally come to an end

Now I have a new direction in life

Thank you Dad

I Love Ya!! <3

Time to change course baby!

New Leaf

Shackles are free... Bonds are broken...
Freedom

Life...

What is life to me?

I've been treating life

As if its a curse

As if its my enemy

Life...

What is the true meaning of life?

Life is a gift

A gift from above

A gift from God

From this 

Very day

Very hour

Very minute

From this very s.e.c.o.n.d.

I'm gonna live my life to the fullest

Every time

I've made the people around me

Worry about me

About my stupid lil' problems

Well,

From now on

I'm not gonna be so selfish anymore

I will never ever pull people down with me ever again

Every time

When I say I am alone

I've forgotten of the one true friend

Who has never left me

That very friend

is the one and only

Jesus Christ

From this moment

I would live my life to the fullest

I would not waste my precious time tat God gave me

On things that don't really matter

I'm the light and salt of the world

And I would show His love

Through my actions

Through my life

And let myself be a living testimony

Of the love and grace of God

And let the whole world know

The one true God that has never left me

The one true God whose always with me

Guiding me

Through the storm 

And raging seas

From this moment on

I would only live for Him

My God Almighty

People always say that I'm emo

You know what?

Emo is never ever gonna be in my dictionary ever again

Yes

I would still be down at times

But there's nothing I can do about it

So it's better to just

Move On...

And people always say

That I keep my feelings to myself

Well,

This quote in one of my favourite novels will tell you why:

"I always channel my emotions into my work, that way, I would not hurt anyone but myself..."

- Cinna, The Hunger Games -

Now you guys know why...

Anyway

Like I've said

I'm living my life to the fullest now

And I'm living for my heavenly Father

My shackles are off

My bonds broken

I've finally seen

the break of dawn...

I'm finally

FREE

That "Someone"

What I'm feeling right now?

Left out

Rejected

Why can't I find that someone?

The "someone" that I can lean on to?

I'm fragile

I'm weak

But my appearance makes you think I'm not

People think that I'm strong

That I can deal with my problems alone

And still deal with other people's problems at the same time

The truth is

I CAN'T

Most of the time

I actually wanted to cry

But I always compose myself

Not letting myself break down

But its tearing me apart

From the inside out

Every single time

The situation never allow me to cry

The presence of my friends never allow me to cry

So...

EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

I cried alone

Locking myself in my room

Hitting my fist on something

Until the pain takes over my heartache

I've always wanted someone

Someone that understands me

Someone that could tell what is going on with me

Just by looking into my eyes

Someone that would just hug me 

Without saying a word

Someone that would just let me cry my heart out

But no

Non of this is ever gonna happen

I will always be alone

No one by my side

Walking a long and lonely journey

I'm ALONE

Crying myself to sleep

Letting the loneliness

Engulf me

Swallowing me into its abyss

I'm....

ALONE

Hamlet

"To be or not to be, that's the question..."

-William Shakespeare- 

This quote was found in his masterpiece 

"Hamlet"

I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT IT MEANT

I wonder what situation 

Was Shakespeare in

When he came up with this quote.

So this is my turn 

To ask this puzzling question:

"To be, or not to be...

To love, or not to love... 

That's MY question..."

The Way I Loved You

I WANNA HOLD YOUR HAND

But I couldn't reach for your hands anymore

I WANNA HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS

But you're so distant from me now

Letting you go is

Making me feel so cold

And I’ve been trying 

To make believe it doesn’t hurt

But that makes it worse

See, I’m a wreck inside

My tongue is tied 

And my whole body feels so weak

The future may be all I really need

Even if I fall in love again

With someone new

It could never be the way I loved you

Like a first love

The one and only true love

Wasn’t it written all over my face?

I loved you like you loved me

Like something pure and holy

Like something that can never be replaced

And it was wonderful

It was magical

It was everything I’ve waited for

A miracle

And if I should ever fall in love again

with someone new

It will never be the way

I loved you

Yes, I don't wanna lose you

I still want you

I made a promise to myself

Saying I don't wanna be in a relationship

But I didn't make the promise to God

I say so just so that

I wouldn't hurt you

I'm sorry for lying to you

I hope you see this 

Because this is what i wanna tell you for a really long time

But I kept it in my heart

And I felt that this is the time 

To tell you how I feel about you

Not Good Enough

In my family and friend's 

point of view...

I AM NEVER GOOD ENOUGH

Strength and Self-Believe Are Slowly Seeping Out Of My Soul...

Embrace

Embrace

It captures everything...

There are no need for words...

It is when both hearts connect...

When the other feels what you're feeling...

Sometimes

...I just need a hug...

我。。。

仍然相信拥抱

Chocolates

CHOCOLATES

Numb.
Happiness.
 Energize.
Revive .

...................

 Natural pain-killers

It's simply beautiful

No Boundaries

You Can Go Higher

You Can Go Deeper

Above and Beneath You

There Are No Boundaries...

No matter what situation you are in
Don't give up
There's no telling how far you can go
Even when you fall
You can always just get back up
You can make it through the pain
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
God will take you by the hand
And show you that you can
He will guide your life through up and downs

There Are No Boundaries

"You'll be surprised on how far you've gone
after going through all the circumstances..."

重生 'Reborn'

Love & Hope

爱也爱过了
疼也疼过了
伤也伤过了
现在我要忘记过去
珍惜现在
把‘现在’成为我的礼物
活出新生命

'REBORN'


"TODAY is a gift, that's why it's called the PRESENT"

TIME TO PUSH MY LIFE TO A WHOLE NEW LEVEL BABY!!!

Broken & Shattered

心疼

困扰

烦恼

这应该是我这几天的人生主题吧

Pain/Pressure

Pain and pressure is what I'm getting at New Year's Day.... No one in this world will ever understand what I'm going through...