Happy But Sad...

I just finished reading her blogs just now... Still, my emotions are going a lil' crazy... We've been really close since God Knows When... I saw that in her blogs, she wrote that she is still thinking of the one that she likes and hates at the same time... I'm really confused with my feelings at that moment... I felt happy and sad at the same time... Happy because she still have someone to hope for... Sad because I'm not that person... But, you know... Who am I to judge? But, I have a feeling that I could never replace him... Argh!! What have I been thinking lately?!

I'm still quite worried about her... School friends treating her badly and unfairly... I've been giving her advices... But I don't know if it had helped her... Her emotions are still bouncing around the four walls with confusion...

Well, I hope that all goes well for you... I've been praying hard for you and will always be... If you're looking at this, I just want you to know that I'll always be there for you no matter what kind of situation you're in... I just hope that you could live strong and happily...

~Steven~